not much has changed since i wrote my question back in june. i am still with this partner, and my feelings on the matter stay much the same. this is entirely my own fault as the idea of taking any sort of action is completely paralyzing to me, and it feels easier to remain stagnant, which isn't very "doing what's best for my animal body, environment, and spiritual wellbeing" of me haha.
thank you very much for your thoughtful response :) it truly does mean the most, and i'll do my best to take it to heart. this response comes to me during a time where things are feeling mostly good in our relationship, but i know from experience that that doesn't mean it will stay that way. these past few weeks i've been putting a bit more thought into less "the fallout" and more tangible, real things that will change. what do i like about our relationship that i will miss? (comfort, companionship, etc) can i find those things again away from him? what about this relationship that's making my life harder will change if i end things? and from that lens it's made even thinking about it a little more approachable. letting the potential events that follow go to 'the fog' as you put it, and focusing on what i can see. i've always had a problem with looking too far ahead (it's why i relate so deeply to characters who are 'tortured with visions') and that mindset, as well as this horoscope, help to pull me out of it a little.
on another note, thank you for your comments about my npz sign as well! those are thoughts that i've already had myself in the months between june and now, haha. i see a lot more of myself in the naiad now, even if it's also in the ways i'm not like her. in the ways i'm of lots of different things all at once, and those facts can coexist, if that makes any sense. i also have always seen a lot of myself in your art and your ideas, especially in regards to OCD, so it almost makes a certain kind of sense that we'd share a sign. although, i think we as people would be able to make connections like that no matter what 'sign' we were or what coincidences are thrown at us, huh? i used to criticize my older sister for being really into the traditional sort of zodiac and horoscopes, but since i started delving into the NPZ all those months ago i've come to understand it a lot better. i don't know if it really matters or not if we make up coincidences ourselves, so long as the framework is meaningful to us, you know? just some of my thoughts on the matter.
thank you penny, and the NPZ community :) -a minty mermaid
I was so exited to listen to this!!! You dropped it the second I got out of school so for once I wasn’t bored on the bus ride home !!! Also imma be using “fuck it we ball” in conversations now. Yay
hello, mint here :)
not much has changed since i wrote my question back in june. i am still with this partner, and my feelings on the matter stay much the same. this is entirely my own fault as the idea of taking any sort of action is completely paralyzing to me, and it feels easier to remain stagnant, which isn't very "doing what's best for my animal body, environment, and spiritual wellbeing" of me haha.
thank you very much for your thoughtful response :) it truly does mean the most, and i'll do my best to take it to heart. this response comes to me during a time where things are feeling mostly good in our relationship, but i know from experience that that doesn't mean it will stay that way. these past few weeks i've been putting a bit more thought into less "the fallout" and more tangible, real things that will change. what do i like about our relationship that i will miss? (comfort, companionship, etc) can i find those things again away from him? what about this relationship that's making my life harder will change if i end things? and from that lens it's made even thinking about it a little more approachable. letting the potential events that follow go to 'the fog' as you put it, and focusing on what i can see. i've always had a problem with looking too far ahead (it's why i relate so deeply to characters who are 'tortured with visions') and that mindset, as well as this horoscope, help to pull me out of it a little.
on another note, thank you for your comments about my npz sign as well! those are thoughts that i've already had myself in the months between june and now, haha. i see a lot more of myself in the naiad now, even if it's also in the ways i'm not like her. in the ways i'm of lots of different things all at once, and those facts can coexist, if that makes any sense. i also have always seen a lot of myself in your art and your ideas, especially in regards to OCD, so it almost makes a certain kind of sense that we'd share a sign. although, i think we as people would be able to make connections like that no matter what 'sign' we were or what coincidences are thrown at us, huh? i used to criticize my older sister for being really into the traditional sort of zodiac and horoscopes, but since i started delving into the NPZ all those months ago i've come to understand it a lot better. i don't know if it really matters or not if we make up coincidences ourselves, so long as the framework is meaningful to us, you know? just some of my thoughts on the matter.
thank you penny, and the NPZ community :) -a minty mermaid
I still have no clue which of them I am 😔 I've been trying to figure it out for so long 😭 I'm sept 14th
6: machine/system
Omg hello :00 also thank you
Hey Penny, wonderful Horoscope! Just wondering, where and how do we submit our questions?
Also, could you tell me what I am? I'm August 4 and I have no idea how to find out
Omg! This was posted on my birthday :) I suppose I must be Spirit (Angel) on the NPZ.
I was so exited to listen to this!!! You dropped it the second I got out of school so for once I wasn’t bored on the bus ride home !!! Also imma be using “fuck it we ball” in conversations now. Yay
So awesome this is back ur absolfruitely weonderful
Hiya Penny it’s Abby I just wanted to share we broke up in late august and never told our parents :P thanks for featuring my question tho
Oh lore
WE BALLLL (still don't know what I am yet probably woman) BUT WE BALLL
lol what’s your birthday ?
July 30th... acc freaking out hi penny :3 I love your music and lore and whole thing so so much ty for making it you're amazing
lol hi - you’re right, you’re 5: Woman/First Person
What can I say, a girls always right
Ok tysm I finally know know byee
Which would I be! I’m January 28. I have the sign Aquarius so I feel like it would be more water related or am I wrong?